Devilish Blue ;D

Monday, May 21, 2007

after dat particular dae... i juz cant help feeling unhappy... i dont noe y, i cant gib myself e reason 2 feel happy... i juz hope dat 1 dae... i will fall sick n die?!?! or, i don't noe... juz cant find some1 who really understand me )= or rather, some1 who understand wad i really wan... maybe i shld end it all... or shld i not? i dont wish 2 gib up evrything... but, i feel so... hurt?!?!
maybe i can find some1 who can help me, some1 who really understands me... seems dat, ani1 who calls me 'yanyan' understands me alot... for those who call me some other names, dey r juz some1, who dont understand me... feel so down, cant slp, dono wad 2 do, unable to find those ppl who understands me now, at nite... )=

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11:08 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

sObx... im so sad =( dono y... feel so sad... feel dat im not treated as e 'ekrudrgm', but as some1 who... is for u wheneva u nd... n disappear wheneva u don nid... i wish 2 noe... juz lemme noe... so i can feel btr... if i haf 2 find e ans myself, i might as well 'vrgsi'... sigh...

evrydae is so bored w/o 'tpl'... but u seems to be so happy... will u be lyk e other ppl? or u can prove to me u r not... u r e oni 1 who is 'yrlg'... if i eva found out u r lyk e others (k wkuu fkg kmdrpmy pd l)... by not understanding u, it is so difficult to communicate wib u...

wonder if u eva tot abt me... i don tink so =( tml will be e btr dae? gd nites! ._.

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10:37 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... I'm so happy 2dae =D
Tml 2 lessons cancelled... But 2 lessons added as well
N of cuz... My "xlyg vpkvpk" say i "akme apme xlyg"
How I wish there is no sch tml... After sch got projx T_______T den durin sch got presentation... Sigh... Wondering y I'm in dis course... So sad... So many modules = alot of hw + presentation T______T ani1 can save me?
Dinner le!!! OMG!!! Hungry X= continue next tym... At nites, or tml ;P

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8:28 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007

Back from hQ... I was out to do projx at 8.3o... Den I reach sch at 1o.3o juz to realize there was no class ._." I waited for the next class to start, which was arnd 12...
e Next class I have, it oni last for o.3o hours, so nice... N I was off to d.g to buy prezzies... Den went to hQ... I played and bullied my fren ;D [I'm evil X=] n I totally forgot abt the tym... nPc, bboi8, sc8, d4 n choreo... All sorts of modes =X
I juz realized, being loved and loving some1, de feeling is so different (: de feeling of being loved is so sweet... N de feeling of loving some1 is so torturing... :)
~dis month~
Spent alot of moniee juz on prezzies alone... I can't imagine whr will all my moniee go if I keep going to hQ ;X
lalala... siGninG off ~ =D

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8:48 PM

Sunday, May 13, 2007

WOW! i juz realized its being 2 yrs since i last post smth in my blog @__@
now im back... with alot of 'siblings' =P lOlx and im in poly.. =D so shock~ed wib my 'o' lvl results =] im back to blogging bcuz of my 'mei' =P haax... lemme c... poly life is even more stress... sigh... STRESS + EVEN MORE STRESS can kill T_T
okae le.. dats all for todae =D cuz i going to audi =X TaDa!

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7:48 PM

Sunday, September 18, 2005

EeeEeeEee... Tml SS test... e Next day of "TmL" = History test... Die die... zZzz

Tml e test difficult??? Haiya... Sianz!!! Hope that today is Wednesday... Dat means all my test finish lez... No need

until so [xin ku]... Hehez... Tml 1 period of SS only... Die... Sure write until my hand pain pain e...

Tired ar!!! Poa so many ws I haben update!!! Eeeeeeee... aLways 4get to update... Now sure die lez... So many ws dono who take away... T.T
No choice... Die also must finish before I sleep...

!bYe!

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6:23 PM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Waaa.... Today so tired... Faced e same teacher for 5 periods... Almost fell asleep... Shhhh... Don say to other ppl... =.="XzZ JkJk...
Now hw... ---> POA? eVryday stay until so late until I kanna scolded =.="XzZ Only POA got above 90... e Rest... (Other den Math) Less den 60m... Hehex... aLaMaK...
ExaMs near... ScaRed

-!StuDy StudY sTuDY!-
Time for exam... FinaL YeaR oVer... LCCI ExaM

Sianz!!

This is life... No choice... bYe! T.T

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7:33 PM